Sound familiar? It's
virtually universal in narcissistic relationships...making you the
scapegoat for everything. Of course, the narcissist couldn't be the
problem, being a virtually perfect person, after all. But, that begs
the question...why not just resolve problems in a reasonable way and
be happy?
Narcissists engage in
“projection”, meaning that they project their faults ON YOU,
resulting in demeaning tirades that are like an IED to your self
esteem because THEY LIKE TO ABUSE. The pain is enormous, the
confusion complete, and the experience exhausting, because you are
constantly having to defend yourself against baseless accusations.
Projection serves the practical purpose of deflecting blame from the
narcissist, where it actually lies.
I was accused of
infidelity, not being loving and caring, being financially
responsible, being a terrible parent, and so much more, and, TALK
ABOUT PROJECTION.....this describes, not me, but the narcissist, to a
T. The narcissist was all those things and still is. You've
probably been there, done that, and you can list the false
accusations of your narcissist below so as to help others.
However absurd the
accusations, arguing with the narcissist about something that has no
reality is playing the narcissists game. What you want, sensibly, is
peace and to have no contact with someone who abuses you with false
accusations. Just remember, the narcissist will ALWAYS do this, so
there is no winning the argument. Besides, the narcissist will
always find the things THAT HURT YOU THE MOST, and poke you there.
The narcissist can't
survive emotionally any other way. I've watched them for decades and
they don't change, but get worse as they learn more, and because they
have NO LIMITS on their own behavior and are willing to do
anything...and I mean, anything to get what they want.
So, how do you fight back?
YOU DON”T, not exactly. You don't engage in this kind of
discussion but instead, you get boundaries. Boundaries are what you
will and will not do, and will and will not tolerate. Boundaries are
only boundaries if you strictly enforce them. If my NX says
something accusatory, I “gray rock” her....that is, I give the
same response as a gray rock....absolutely nothing at all. The
narcissist hates this. They want to be always in your mind,
positively or negatively, but they don't want to be irrelevant.
Having boundaries that include strict “no contact” (with minor
children involved, extremely limited contact) and gray rock...that's
the winning strategy.
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